The Sphere Effect

Evie from church was very kind this week. She sent me a bible verse by text ‘ Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart’. Lovely… now if I could only work out what the desires of my heart are. On one hand I think I desire a home, and a family and children, and all the stuff that goes with it. But on the other hand I want to live an exciting, unique, traveller’s life style, where I can go to all four corners of the earth and do all sorts of things. Complete opposites! I guess this is one I will have to trust God to know best on.

Have had a very stressful week with work, driving all around the countryside. I have a project deadline of this Friday, and I hope we are able to meet it. Not a good feeling inside about everything.

I should get up shortly and prepare to go to church. I’m not in a good place in my head right now about everything, I hope I can put myself in a good frame to worship God. I want to give him my best ALL THE TIME.